my goal of 2.2 is not happening. not even close. i started a part time job from home and i love it, but it keeps me a lot busier than i was when i wrote that blog post. come january though. hell or high water, i will get super serious about this.
nothing but diet pills and laxatives til summer. or something like that.
i'm not completely giving up and indulging in every little thing, i'm trying to exercise when i can. but it is a treaty time of year. and busy. and i'm just enjoying it and trying to not beat myself up too much. it is hard when i see pictures of myself, but i'm going to survive.