i've noticed & been thinking lately a lot about how i get these special little moments with mikey when he's getting his drinks.
i wish garrett could see the darling faces mikey makes when he's nursing. especially when he smiles these huge grins right about as he's about to let go. i love how he'll look at me out of the corner of his eye and just stare. and i love where he puts his hands when they're free. these are just some of the sweetest little moments in life. and just i get to see them. how special. and the noises... oh the noises. who would've ever thought grunts would be so beautiful.
i imagined motherhood would be pretty good, but this is better than even i expected.
i'm getting more and more anxious for when the time comes that he smiles a real smile. but it might just be a tad overwhelming and i might just cry my heart out.
for once in my life, i'm holding back. i am not going to post a picture here of him latched on.