no momma should have to hold her 24 hour old baby while they prepare to take him away in an ambulance to another hospital, not knowing what is wrong with him. and no newborn should have to have a tube shoved down his poor little throat. what an awful experience. glad that it is over. well, hopefully almost over. he's still in the NICU tonight, but there's hope he might get out tomorrow morning. garrett went and got the disposable camera the life flight team gave us developed for me today. the pictures didn't turn out great, but at least we have them.