i'm frustrated today. this day is just not going my way. i got to school, my room is still locked. can't find our grade level key cause someone hasn't put it back where it belongs. i love coming to school early to get stuff done only to waste my time trying to correct other's mistakes & laziness. then i spilled dr pepper all over my desk. i wasn't concerned about the desk, just the waste of the dr.
the biggest reason i'm grumpy though is because i have "viral conjunctivitis" which is pink eye, but not the contagious kind. yes, there are 3 kids... mostly we see bacterial. so my eye is completely bloodshot, itchy & sore... i feel like i've got a massive sty growing. luckily, it's not. but i've been wearing glasses since friday. i'm sick of it. my glasses aren't strong enough, cause they're about 4 years old. i hate how limited it is, wearing glasses. i don't know how people do it all of the time. i hate how my depth perception is off, i hate how i have to move my head so directly to be able to see. i hate how i'm constantly squinting. i hate how these damn things are always smudged from something. i hate how i can't wear sunglasses.
and i am terrible about letting people come close to my eye balls. garrett's been helping - but i'm sure he wants to smack me. i wiggle, i squirm, i whine, i blink, i fidget... what a mess. i try to be good, but it's so hard.
this needs to clear up quick. cause i could all too easily take a few sick days.
please, don't feel obligated to comment here - i just needed to post something not gushy & cheese dash e, so Jared wouldn't vomit, should by some small chance he still be reading my blog.