is that i can't sleep. well, i can fall asleep ok. i just can't stay asleep. i wake up multiple times during the night, feeling like it's time to wake up. then i start to freak out, cause i'm still supposed to sleep for hours. and sometimes i'm having really vivid bad dreams. in situations close enough to reality, that i'm having a hard time not waking up mad at the person i dreamed about. (sorry heather and dad. it's not your fault, i realize) and sometimes there's even bad guys. the part that kills me though is when i wake up between 4 and 5 in the morning... wide awake, but too pissed and lazy to get up. so i lay there. and then, at about 5:55, fall back asleep. so at 6 when my alarm goes off, i'm too pooped to wake up - hence the best 20 minutes of sleep i get all night, when i allow myself to hit snooze. twice.
i wish i were a normal sleeper. good thing there's tylenol p.m. to get me through this next week.