have you ever had a weekend where you just had so much fun, laughed so hard that you literally had a sore tummy? man... i should have a 6 pack soon. haha
i'm having so much fun right now. i feel like i'm on a high that i never thought i was going to be lucky enough for again. again might not even be the right word. ever might be the right word. just know, boundaries are being taken down. guards are being let go of. and i feel so thankful to be where i am.
most people that know me know that i am not usually so laughy. don't get me wrong, i love to laugh. but i don't fake laugh. and i don't pity laugh. you have to truly entertain to get me going. i even have a "bark" laugh - where its loud and maybe even a little disturbing to those around me. its pretty much my most sincere laugh. it catches all, including me, off guard & it comes from my toes. theres only one step higher - the silent bark. it is so intense, that noise doesn't even usually come out. and it sometimes even involves a drop or two of tinkle. this weekend, the silent bark has been a daily occassion. and the weekend started on thursday.
i want to share stories here, but i have a feeling that mostly they're funnies that you had to be there for or they're only that funny to me. i could even throw out just some quotes that i've either heard or said this weekend - but again without the context, i'm not sure you would get it. so instead... i'll just keep walking around smiling, having my own private moments of laughter as i replay certain events back in my head...