my date just got cancelled for tonight. via text. totally cool. so here's the thing. tonight's his birthday. which - i knew all along. i knew it was his birthday. i didn't know that all along the only reason he asked me out for tonight is because his family wasn't available. so. i sent him a text saying "happy birthday." a few texts later, i get the "is there any chance we can go out another night?" so i wrote back and said "i guess. what's going on?" "my family is able to get together after all" i mean, i'm not trying to be unreasonable. but here's my complaint. i don't like getting dumped on a last minute note. it doesn't sit well with my history. last minute droppings, especially on a friday - pretty much screws you over so bad, there's no redeeming chances possible. i mean, i get people want to spend their birthday with family. BUT DON'T ASK SOMEONE OUT THEN, in the meantime.
so. i'm going to keep looking for people. someone with a schedule that's not almost the complete opposite of mine. these last few days, i guess i haven't been feeling it, anyway. i need to be the girl in my relationships. and i tend to be the boy. hence why i'm almost 29 and single. cause i'm not desperate. and i can't stand guys that i feel like i have to baby, cause they're more in touch with their feminine side than i am. i'm not saying that's how john is, but it was starting to bug, just a little.
seriously natalie - i'm all for arranged marriages. anyone have any options for me??!?