so its almost 10pm & i'm just finished grading papers & inputting grades. i'm exhausted, but i also just kinda got caught up on dvr tv programming... that is one thing you'll never hear me whine about. my sub yesterday did a great job. but there was the whole weekend's worth of papers to grade, plus yesterday & today. oh man. my eyes are burning. at least the pain is managed right now... i've had lots of people ask how the pain is - i'm not going to lie to you, when the meds wear off, before i can take the next dose, i wanna cry. it hurts. but when its kicked in, i'm ok. a little sedated, but that's probably good for me to feel sometimes. what isn't good - the state of my house. after over a week of feeling crappy - my house is suffering. i haven't unloaded the dishwasher in a few days. so there are dishes in the sink. i haven't put a new garbage bag liner in the kitchen garbage - so there is junk cluttering my counters. i need to give my bathroom a good scouring. i need to vacuum and dust. my dad would disown me if he saw my house right now. even i don't want to look around. just look at the tv, jones!
the one good thing about what i know now - i was feeling so off last week... happy enough, but just physically crappy. i felt like such a whiner. and i still am, i realize, but at least i now have good reason, or justification. but i need to start feeling better soon or else i'll have rats & roaches as new roommates. mail is in piles. a mary kay order is just sitting around, waiting to be organized, inventoried & put away. that's usually one of my favorite things. oh well... maybe this weekend. here's a weird craving... i want to do laundry and iron. i NEVER iron. but i'm thinking about washing a bunch of clothes & ironing. not tonight. tonight, i'm going to brush my teeth, empty my bladder, cause damnit - i can, wash my face, & read. which means in about 15 minutes, i'll be drooling... goodnight folks!