he still hasn't responded. maybe i went too far texting him today. maybe i scared him off. the thing is, i just offered a movie. its not like i told him how many kids he needs to father for me. i can't do this. i put up with years of never being the highest priority. calling back when its convenient, not polite. i just won't do this again. maybe its just that he's shy. but good hell... all he has to do is text me. its a common courtesy to respond with a "sorry, but i'm busy" i wouldn't bother him after that. and i'm not going to anymore. if i get delusional again, please remind me.
interested people respond. i quit. i can't & won't handle this emotional stress. no one is worth this to me anymore. harsh maybe, but life is easier on my own, i guess.