I woke up this morning laughing. cause i was farting. big ol' loud ones. (sorry dad) at 3:57 am. when I realized the time i stopped laughing. then I realized that my stomach really hurt. then I froze with panic - what if i just crapped my pants? I didn't, and I won't go into detail about the events that followed. just know that it wasn't pretty. a fan was involved. and I was up for an hour.
I met Meeja for lunch today - we had a talk about life, overall general happiness. i kinda mentioned to her that I've lately felt uninspired about church. its not like I'm doing anything all that wrong, beyond looking for excuses not to have to go to church. which is wrong, i realize. but I'm not doing other wrongish things. i just haven't been getting lots out of church. but meeja pointed out that she's been focusing on not asking the Lord for things, just focusing on telling the Lord what she's thankful for. I'm going to try that one - really think about what I'm thankful for. Cause I am thankful for many things, but I don't think I focus on it enough & I surely don't communicate that gratitude to the Big Guy. (I hope I'm not struck for that one.)
Here's one thing I know - I'm not thankful for my digestive crap, I mean track. I wish I could be, but I'm not. But I am thankful for my medicine that typically makes things so much better. Now, I just need to get back into the routine, post vacation of taking it again. regularly. regular is a good thing!