so i got a new camera. and last night i took a bunch of pictures (mostly of annie & emma) but as I was loading them onto my computer last night, late, i came across a picture of me from 2004. holy hell. i've really let myself go. i don't know if you remember, but a while ago, i posted about krystal & with that, i put up a picture of us on the beach, in hawaii. that picture was from fall of 99. it was a while ago, sure - but not that long. i couldn't get over how flat my stomach was back then & how toned my arms were. now, in the last week and a half, i've made a valiant effort to get up and work out. but i'm seriously going to kick this up about 400 notches. i don't want to have a chubby face anymore. i don't want chuck cutting off circulation & hanging over my pants, making it so i can't see my feet, if i look down (very small feet, i have) i don't want arms that are the size of what my thighs should be. (that is a bit dramatic, i know... but you get the point!) this isn't about just the cruise anymore, even though i leave for my cruise in 2 months & 17 days. this isn't just about actually - shockingly - feeling better, more energy, etc... this is about the fact that i'm only 28. i've lost my game. i'm getting it back. you've been forwarned!
now, here are some embarressing skinny face/fat face pictures. i have to hold myself accountable!