before i started wearing "g-s" i slept as nakey as possible. depending on who was around, a tank top was the most you'd get, unless it was the dead of winter. now i just sleep in my skivveys. (how do you spell that word?) i do grace my roommate with a little modesty, mostly for the sake of her children, but when they're away for a weekend - i'm a streaker. this is a trait i get from good ol' nedra. i can still hear her giggling as she runs across the top of our house nakey. too bad i don't have a picture to insert (hehe... i purposely used it cause its on kristi's list) here.
so i decided that i'm going to choose as a part of my budget when i refinance, etc - that if i'm going to be living alone again after over a year of a roommate or more, i'm going to get a security system installed. so i can sleep better at night. cause heaven only knows i need all the help with that i can get. i'm going to start shopping companies, so if you have one you prefer - let me know. thanks. i'll be looking at adt first, cause i already have a sticker of theirs in my window. that's my deterrent right now for the bad guys. a sticker promising protection, luckily for me they haven't tested it out.
i'm going to get ready for bed now. i'm going to give the ol vicks treatment another go. i figger i'll take all the help i can get. i'm going to take a nice long swig of my nighttime syrup, too. and rub some vicks on my chest... mhmmm sounds naughty. tomorrow krystal and i are going to brave a singles ward. yuck. i can only begin to imagine the trauma that'll be. last time i went to a singles ward, a girl got up and announced over the pulput gory details of her sexual abuse suffered as a child. terrible, but not to be discussed in testimony! then a guy talked about his brother Jesus getting killed at war. Holy crap, I was dying. But I'm going to brave it. How else am I going to meet anyone? I'm only getting older & the guys are only getting shorter and balder. Not that bald is bad. But I always imagined that I'd be with someone as they balded, not had to get him bald to begin with. But I guess he's going to get me already chubby, so its a fair trade. anyway - i'm sure the singles ward will make for a few interesting posts tomorrow! i'll be crying my way through it & you guys will be laughing your asses off. appreciate your husbands people. appreciate having someone to cuddle in bed. appreciate having someone to make dinner for. appreciate having someone to roll your eyes at. appreciate having someone to make fun of your little quirks. appreciate having the opportunity to have a baby if you see fit. those are the things i wish i had. most of the time at least.